Indianapolis........woooo

ha i kinda look a wee bit retarded.

This is a gypsy I encountered in my travels. She's blind so I bought her dinner and walked her home in the cold. She gave me a vile of her cum for good luck. God Bless you Gypsy Rosa Lee!



Hey ya'll, so this trip started getting a little better.
I cant believe I'm just wrapping up my second week. I seriously feel like I've been gone for years. Its been the craziest experience. But at least i made a friend. His name is Jeremy and i wanna give my boo a lil shout out......HEY GURL!!!!
If it wasn't for him I'd probably kill myself....and I'd be thin, but any who, he's great.

So, Indianapolis is kind of a bust. I went to this porn shop called Cirillas. It was a classy joint. The ladies working there were these classy broads with high heels and high-waist Ann Taylor Loft lady slacks. But the gay section was pretty ridic, there were only like 15 gay movies total, .....watev. But, they did have some of the classics such as: "Tender Twin Twinks", "Butt-Crack Mountain", and my fave "Crazy for Cornholing!"(which I obviously purchased)
Also, Indianapolis held a lot of firsts for me. I got to drive around in snow for the first time. ANNNNNNDDDDDD I got to try White Castle for the first time. Mmmmmm it was pretty good. But this place called Steak n' Shake is the bomb. Best shakes ever. I documented my White Castle experience.(chu can see it above)

I'm only writing one blog in Indianapolis cuz its snoozefest 2009 ova here. There's really nothing to talk about. I bought one of those Iron gyms that you can hook up to any doorway. Its still in its box but i feel like any day now its comin out.

Omg so I'm watching American Idol and i really feel like i can be on this show....wait...no......... no i cant. Ha I'm sure they'd say that I'm too musical theater. ugh.

I'm pretty sure this time apart from everyone has already changed me. I'm not afraid to be alone anymore. I've gotten used to myself and I am, for the first time, starting to truly accept the kind of person I am. I'm acknowledging all my flaws and fears and characteristics, its nice. I was too busy focusing on others and insignificant shit to ever notice me.
I am a little nervous about all the relationships that i have back home. But, I believe that if I am meant to stay friends with the people I truly consider friends then I have nothing to worry about. I usually never go this deep into any of my thoughts but since all I have is time for thought, this is what ya'll get.

I really miss my mom. I miss my little sisters raspy voice. I miss my granny's go with the flow attitude and home cooking. I miss my best friends being there for me whenever I needed them.
ugh I'm gonna cry now.